Monday, January 24, 2011

Poem: We have just been friends, and now you are going

We have just been friends, and now you are going
Far away for many years
But please dont leave me without knowing
How i feel as your time nears.

I know you are older, more mature,
And far beyond me in some ways.
But there is between us something pure
That is given me these magic days.

I thank you for loveliness
That your sweet friendship brough to me.
Think of this poem as a caress
That says " I love you" gracefully.

Poem

No more favours, please!
I am already choked with people,
Nice people,sweetly moved,
expecting themselves in the mirror.
Time to look at your watches,
Ease yourselves into louges,
Enjoy the quiet of taking,
No more intrusive than trees.

Story: Staring me in the face

The tray didnt just hit the floor. It crahed and smashed his lunch to pieaces. Serves you damn well right, I thought you were staring again.

He stood stock- still and looked down at the food. Suddenly i got up and moved towards him. I hadnt intended to, hadnt wanted to help him. I called to the women behind the counter. She closed her mouth and brough a cloth to clean up the mess. I picked up crockery, put it on the tray. There was a soppy stain on his trousers and through it you could see just how bony his knees were. Like the rest of him. All bones, dangling jacket and hanging trousers. Stopped shoulders and mile- long arms. Then he smiled at me. A wonderful smile that creased up his worn face and totally surprised me.

" Thank you"

I worked at a large publishing company and ate lunch in the canteen. I had noticed him because he stared at me. He was weird- lokking, His har was badly cut and his clthes were ancient and dull; too- short corduroys, baggy at the knees and colour- less sweaters, dotted with fluff. Often he sat alone and just picked at his food, or he read and jotted things down.

A few days after the crash, he stopped at the table. I was sharing with mark from proof reading, and asked if he might sit down. I said the seats were taken and continued eating. He apologised and took his tray off somewhere else.

" Whats your problem, leanne? Asked mark

" No problem. It just that i like to choose who i share my mealtimes with".

" A bit rough on the old chap though"

I shrugged.

It was mark who told me more about him. He had gone over to scrounge a cigarette. By the time he came back to the table, I had my hand stuck into the newspaper

Continuation of this story coming up sooon.
Part2

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Poem: I dont know why my feelings are so strong

I dont know why my feelings are so strong.
It as if some giant crame jerked me aloft
And swings me through the softness of the night.

I dont blame you if you are scared, far so am i .
It is as id i am deel beneath the sea!
Though life is Vivid, I can barely breathe.

Free me from my anguish: come with me!
The two of us can wing accross our skies
Gliding where we will in joy and love.

Poem: Thank you for loving me

Thank you for loving me,
Having me in.
All you have given
Now i hold within.
Kid in a vacuum
You made your own,
Or else i had been
Unborn and unknown
Or " Unloved and Alone."

Poem: I know we sometimes argue

I know we sometimes argue, and
I sometimes blow my lid.
But i still love you very much:
I am only just a kid.

Sometimes I need to push against
The fences you erect,
Even though i know they are there
To shelter and protect.

I know you want the best for me
And to keep me from all harm.
I just want you to know, I couldnt
Have a better mom.

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Poem: Is one month an anniversary?

Is one month an anniversary?
" Anno", after all, refers to " year".
But in my heart there is such a celebration
That bells might ring! and words? Well, I dont care.

In our lives there will be many years:
The world will turn and turn around our love.
Real anniversaries  will come and go,
Yet none could more than this my wild heart move!